Even the knowledge of my own fallibility cannot keep me from making mistakes. Only when I fall do I get up again

Thursday, September 29, 2011

CLOUD

Cloud computing is a concept that has been making a lot of noise among the technical people as well as in the general tech savvy community.The reasons vary from the ease and portability it offers both to large companies with varied working places and to the mobility loving generation which so relegiously faithful to procrastination. :)

In general cloud computing provides services ,data storage and access independent of the location and device constraints.The task orientated companies have already been taking advantage of its features.So instead of discussing its impications to them,lets see what its has in store for the general fun loving gadget oriented tech savvy.

Cloud computing offers you the flexibility to store your applications,data.music,movies etc etc into a virtual 'cloud' which is accessable to you through various integrated devices from computers to pads and pods and all mnemonics.How interesting it is to download a music into your laptop and the next day when you are among friends and find the need to show of your music taste,just pluck it from 'your' cloud into your mobile and play it loud.

How it works is that you can create your personal 'Cloud' with access to you and people you want to share with.Now what you need is a cloud supported device like phones,ipod etc and the cloud is there to rain you with all the data you need.Pretty fun when you realise that we are all already into the cloud thing when in social media,we already have our own groups,friends,families etc and we share photos, music and what not.So cloud takes you to a newer level when it makes your social experience device independent.

particularly talking about iCloud,the concept of cloud computing developed by apple,one can integrate all their i series devices' data into the cloud and access them through any of the devices.One particular advantage is data loss prevention,for example,one may be saving some data into one's iphone and there is some failure,the data gets stored into the cloud and you can access through your mac.
Really Steve Jobs is a man of vision and to really beleive this has been in apple pipe line for years..great! :)
looking forward to my own iCloud!

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

lullaby

there is a lull around
voices speak but I am lost
my mind not clear -
confused views and memories-
gasping for a stroke of air
midst smoke and fire..


where is me, my vision, my journey?
that long clear road meeting the horizon!
what am I searching,grabbing running?
why is there a broken spectacle? 


a lull in my head,
a walk to the horizon,
a walk together,
the voices around,
smiling faces, different views,
unbridled mind-
A vibrant ME!




Sunday, September 4, 2011

जिस रह पर चले हम खुद को खोजने
उस रह ने हमें क्यूँ तुमसे मिला दिया

जिस सोच को दिल से लगाया हमने
हर उस सोच ने क्यूँ तुमसे मिला दिया

अब हम करें क्यूँ  शिकवा किसी से
जब तुमने तक़दीर से ही हमें मिटा दिया




ache bache!


अच्‍छे बच्‍चे

कुछ बच्चे बहुत अच्छे होते हैं
वे गेंद और ग़ुब्बारे नहीं मांगते
मिठाई नहीं मांगते ज़िद नहीं करते
और मचलते तो हैं ही नहीं

बड़ों का कहना मानते हैं
वे छोटों का भी कहना मानते हैं
इतने अच्छे होते हैं

इतने अच्छे बच्चों की तलाश में रहते हैं हम
और मिलते ही
उन्हें ले आते हैं घर
अक्सर
तीस रुपये महीने और खाने पर।
--- naresh saxena

Saturday, August 27, 2011


I want to dance, 
like in a trance
but can't find the beat


I want to fly,
into the wide open sky
but can't find the wings


I want to dream, 
of things that don't seem
but can't find the colours


I want to speak out,
no one will hear; that loud
but can't find the words


I want to run, 
into the dark unknown
but can't find my feet


I want to see 
beyond the present
but can't find a torch


I want to cry, 
like a small hurt boy
but can't find the tears


I want to laugh, 
with my heart more than half
but can't get the joke


I want to live my life, like me myself unbridled
but it seems I left myself somewhere behind
if you find him, tell him to come home, coz I miss him!

Friday, April 22, 2011

rah ke us mod par!

अहसासों के उन पलों में सोचता हूँ..

कुछ रोमांचित,कुछ दुःख से भरे
कुछ पुरानी यादों के साये में बुने,
हर पल अपने में एक भाव व्यक्त किये हुए...
 हर उस पल में संतुष्ट हूँ.. असंतुष्ट हूँ..
मैंने पलों को कोसा हैं, उनको सबसे यादगार बनाया है,बताया है...
पर क्या उन पलों ने मुझे थामा है,
क्या उन पलों के लिए ही मैंने जीया  है

...मैंने हर अगले पल को अपनाया है,
और फिर किसी पल को अपने पास पाया है.

तो क्यूँ मैं करूँ किसी पल का घमंड या बैर
जब इन पहलुओं से भरी ज़िन्दगी में
हर मोड़ मुझे नयी संवेदनाओं राहों को पाना है!

पुराने पलों को तो बस यादें बन रह जाना है!

 

Sunday, April 10, 2011

A Beautiful Mind!

A new phase of life,
Was trying to fend off the lean period,
A breeze of air brushed me,
a carefree; pure ; a beautiful mind!
The never-before cupid had struck me..

Next chapter in my life, I am so happy.. :)
new people around,dunno why people staring at me(aah so naive...)!
new friends,things to learn,its so good...
Yee..my family,my friends,life full of myself...am going so great..:)

There is this strange pull,it feels so good!
Am confused to fall but I feel am already fallen into it.....
Its another new chapter, and I am so happy...:)<...:)..>
Its all so good and makes me happy!!
>
 
That touch,that smile,those talks so heavenly...
I was missing something,I have found love for sure.... :) <..:)..>

Its time to realize,this isn't mine
I have to live with it,I want to 
snatch it away but its beyond me...am sad.. :( <..:(..>
well holding on so distant so far!

Still holding on,its too subtle a bond..
there are fights,arguments and blames
which were previously shielded in a sheath of love!
but something just doesn't give away!
I hold on to its crumbling threads!

A new hand,a new voice,it feels so good!!..:)..

Its hard to hold on,break these threads and apart it goes...

I am happy,I wish to grasp it all
But again its not worth it all! .. why..:(...
there are voices and screams   
why the hell doesn't it go away , I detest it,please go away!
(its a new world in my eyes!)
I want this dream but I can't...am sad .. :(!
Unawares I cry,I break..its gone..it was never mine!!
I try to live it out but things come to choke me more.
I scream,I cry ..I call out...

I mend my views,my opinions..
I have that hand,that voice and am happy!! :)<...why??...>
still there are screams,the voice... I detest it.. I don't need it anymore...  :( < a simple mind fighting  with desire to get love and avoid love> 
But its fine,i have to move on...am sad!! :(  <..:(...why??..>

I still try to grasp,its a bond too beautiful to just let go away  !
I still wish to hold on and be there,with a different view....and I cry and scream!
But no answers and I can just ask:
Why me...O Beautiful mind,Why me!!