Blues!

I sit in the dark
I sit on the blues
I wander into memories
I wander on my intrigues

I ask myself why I am here
I ask myself when I will be through!
I get no answers but
but more and more to rue!

"what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end" -melody

I have millions of thoughts!
broken bashed to the end
I try to repair them
but end up crushing them,into them!

"and you could have it all
my empire of dirt" -melody

I yearn to be you,with you....... be me!

"if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way" -melody

lullaby

there is a lull around
voices speak but I am lost
my mind not clear -
confused views and memories-
gasping for a stroke of air
midst smoke and fire..


where is me, my vision, my journey?
that long clear road meeting the horizon!
what am I searching,grabbing running?
why is there a broken spectacle? 


a lull in my head,
a walk to the horizon,
a walk together,
the voices around,
smiling faces, different views,
unbridled mind-
A vibrant ME!